A RANDOM RETARD

A RANDOM RETARD

Some Day You Would Realize When I Might Be In Graves....


You Would Want To Feel Me Again But I Wont Raise.......

At Some Point Of Time I Thought You Were The One But Now I Think I Was Wrong....

Until You Started Comparing Me With Every Other Guy ,

It Was Worse Than Hitting Someone With An Iron ROD....

Blood Clotted In My Brain...

But You Never Even Cared ....

Never Understood What I Want ......

Always Took Me As If I Have No Feelings And

I Am Just a RANDOM RETARD......A RANDOM RETARD.........

- al-alfaaz......

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THESE ARE WORDS FOR THAT STORY THAT I CAN RELATE TO ME .....A GUY IS BEEN TALKED HERE WHO WAS NEVER UNDERSTOOD BY HIS LOVE AND THAT IS WHAT PUSHED HIM SO FAR FROM HIS LOVE .......HE WAS COMPARED WITH EVERY OTHER PERSON THAT MADE HIM FEEL THE WORSE ......REST THESE WORDS SAY IT ALL......

I WANNA CHANGE....

I wanna CHangE ..........

i Wanna cHange .....

i Wanna kIll This mE Ones for all....i waNna cLimb thIS mean wall

yOU ll love ME one daY wHEn i woULd be fake..... thoUgh for me all this would F**kin hate ......

but all get what you want so you get new me and make sure when you are done with this as you always do throw me .......just THROW ME.......

-al-alfaaz.....

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THESE ARE SOME WORS I GUESS FOR THAT WORLD THAT CHANGES AND WHEN IT IS DONE WITH IT ., JUST LEAVES YOU .........this world makes you change the real you........

SHE NEVER CAME

SHE NEVER CAME........

she never came .__sHE never came ___I was waiting ._she never came .___when she came it was too late.____ now she broke the laws of love .___ she betrayed and broke my trust___ she always thought that she was right and never understood me for a single night___ wHEn she is with someone else i just want her to know that i never wanted this fiGHT.__i still wish to hug her sometimes tight____sometimes tight____thinking that she is still the one made for me , we might.......forget it ...its too old to get things right ..........~

-al-alfaaz...

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THESE ARE LINES FOR THAT GIRL THAT NEVER CAME BACK...
WHEN SHE CAME IT WAS TOO LATE FOR ME TO ACCEPT HER
SHE ALWAYS THOUGHT SHE WAS THE ONE RIGHT AND NEVER UNDERSTOOD ME EVER
BUT WHEN SHE IS GONE I WISH THIS SHOULD HAVE GONE RIGHT....

WHY THIS CHANGE.....

"LIFE tooK me to thIS plAce wHERe i'Aint be stanDing ___ tURned ME inTO a MOnstEr wHEN NO One of You alL weRE uNDERSTANDing ____
i Dont KNOw whY you DId thIS to mE...____
I neveR wantEd to CHAnge bUT yoU alWaYS draGEd me tO thIS ranGE____
what WOULD haPPen YOu neveR thOUGHt , DOne whaTever yoU wantED aND fOUGht _
thanKS peOPle foR makING me ONE of YOU___ aTleaST yOU aiNT coMPLAinn tHAt i Am bettEr thAn YOu...SOo nOT yoU_____"

- al-alfaAz

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These Are Some Words That I Wrote For this Mean World .....
I Never Wanted To Change But This IS What They Do WIth Everyone

Why YOU ALL DO THIS

whY YOu alL taLK sHit aBOut thIS guY...._____
WHo is SOO not lIKE you...___.wHEN he waS carING and uNderstaNDing HE waS botherING you ....______

. yoU all weRE jealOUS wheN HE waS craZyeD ...yoU alL wantED bad FOr HIm whEn he was raIseD...///__

jUSt LET hIm dOnt KILL hIM for WhAt HE Is ....HE wiShes you ALl haPPIneSs anD that
is what ANMoL IS........that IS what ANMOl.....

- al-alfaaZz

This is about this mean world that just made me change . Everyone talked about me when i was good and understanding and the hated me like anything when the i was nice guy....

NOw they killed that old anmol and they made me the way they are but still i wish them happiness .......that is what aNMOl is ....